And Here We Go Again

I think that I am supposed to be reviewing my year.  I’m supposed to consider all the ways in which I fucked it up and then promise via a new year resolution(s) never to do any of that crap again.

But here’s the deal:  I did my best.  Even when I blew it, I was doing my best.

So here’s a resolution as old as the ones about increased veggie consumption and cardio-dedicated living:  fuck it.

I’m not going to promise anything.

Immediacy is beautiful.  The moment is beautiful.  And I am profoundly grateful for my year, even as I feel it all slip away.

I am standing here in front of you, not as a compilation of plans or expectations.  I simply am.  And that is always enough.

 

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